Photography by Vincent Brown
double consciousness - the sense of looking at one's Self through the eye's (axiology) and distorted mirrors of others. 2) the psycho-mismanagement of one's neurosis. 3) intimately involved in what you hate, and torn apart from who you (think you) are. You cannot learn to use that which you refuse to acknowledge, i.e., one's heritage, roots or asili. (See: Matah, Inauthentic, "Willie Chip," Power, Anxiety, Anguish, LEARN & Asili)
As defined by Dr. Blynd PhF explained in FUNKTIONARY (copyright Chocolate City Press).